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even though it wasn't without tribulations, I had a seriously fantastic winter break. I managed to end it on a good note with breakfast, and I've managed to hold back tears so far today. I'm at my dad's and I felt my first rumble of lonesomeness. I keep asking myself if the things that I fear happening next semester still feel threatening. They do, and I'm scared. I don't want the past month to be the end of everything or the last time I have the fun that I had. I'm trying to mentally shut up and avoid freaking out. It's kind of a bummer though when I think about the full lives and opportunities awaiting my friends at school. I'm glad that they have them, but it scares me when I think that they either could continue to keep us distant or new happenings and experiences will spark new distancing :\


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